Shirley: The Taxoterrorist

I was a healthy 47-year-old woman… or so I thought. I had never been overweight, always ate healthy and swam four times a week. I didn’t smoke. No cancer in the family. How could I possibly get breast cancer?!

Finding the lump in my breast was a massive shock—it moved around and hurt. In cases like that, they often tell you it’s not cancer. Well mine was! I had a lumpectomy, chemo FEC X 3, followed by Taxotere X 3. Then radiotherapy and Tamoxifen.

Each time I went for follow-up appointments with my doctors, I’d pull my scarf off my head and ask “It’s not growing very fast is it?” My questions were always answered with puzzled looks.

At my six-month check-up they delivered the final blow. “We’ve contacted Sanofi-Aventis, the manufacturer of Taxotere,” they said. “I’m sorry to say that your hair will never return. Your hair loss is permanent.”

I didn’t believe them. I was in shock. This can’t be, I thought. I was told my hair would return. Four years later I can say they were right.

For the past three years, I’ve worked tirelessly to be heard: by my doctors, by health regulatory bodies and by Sanofi-Aventis. I soon realized that I wasn’t the only one… or the third… or fourth person in the world with this bizarre side effect.

I have e-mailed my medical team every week for information and support. After all, they gave the drug, so the least they can do is to help me get to the bottom of this.

I wrote to Sanofi-Aventis. They said they were sorry, then to add insult to injury, said that it’s very rare for Taxotere to make patients permanently bald. From that day forward, my life mission has been to find out how rare persistent chemo-induced alopecia actually is.

The dismissals and cover-ups that have emerged have only spurred me on. I was denied the chance to make my own risk assessment. It was my right as a patient to understand my treatment and to agree to it or not.

I am fearless in my quest to ensure that every woman is offered a choice when they are offered Taxotere as part of her chemotherapy regimen. I won’t stop until every woman knows the truth… and every woman has a choice—the choice I was denied.